Hester believes that her own sin and suffering have given her insights into the secrets concealed in other hearts.
Her imagination was somewhat affected, and, had she been of a softer moral
and intellectual fibre, would have been still more so, by the strange and
solitary anguish of her life. Walking to and fro, with those lonely
footsteps, in the little world with which she was outwardly connected, it
now and then appeared to Hester,--if altogether fancy, it was nevertheless
too potent to be resisted,--she felt or fancied, then, that the scarlet
letter had endowed her with a new sense. She shuddered to believe, yet
could not help believing, that it gave her a sympathetic knowledge of the
hidden sin in other hearts. She was terror-stricken by the revelations that
were thus made. What were they? Could they be other than the insidious
whispers of the bad angel, who would fain have persuaded the struggling
woman, as yet only half his victim, that the outward guise of purity was
but a lie, and that, if truth were everywhere to be shown, a scarlet letter
would blaze forth on many a bosom besides Hester Prynne's? Or, must she
receive those intimations--so obscure, yet so distinct--as truth? In all
her miserable experience, there was nothing else so awful and so loathsome
as this sense. It perplexed, as well as shocked her, by the irreverent
inopportuneness of the occasions that brought it into vivid action.
Sometimes, the red infamy upon her breast would give a sympathetic throb,
as she passed near a venerable minister or magistrate, the model of piety
and justice, to whom that age of antique reverence looked up, as to a
mortal man in fellowship with angels. "What evil thing is at hand?" would
Hester say to herself. Lifting her reluctant eyes, there would be nothing
human within the scope of view, save the form of this earthly saint! Again,
a mystic sisterhood would contumaciously assert itself, as she met the
sanctified frown of some matron, who, according to the rumor of all
tongues, had kept cold snow within her bosom throughout life. That unsunned
snow in the matron's bosom, and the burning shame on Hester Prynne's,--what
had the two in common? Or, once more, the electric thrill would give her
warning,--"Behold, Hester, here is a companion!"--and, looking up, she
would detect the eyes of a young maiden glancing at the scarlet letter,
shyly and aside, and quickly averted, with a faint, chill crimson in her
cheeks; as if her purity were somewhat sullied by that momentary glance. O
Fiend, whose talisman was that fatal symbol, wouldst thou leave nothing,
whether in youth or age, for this poor sinner to revere?--Such loss of
faith is ever one of the saddest results of sin. Be it accepted as a proof
that all was not corrupt in this poor victim of her own frailty, and man's
hard law, that Hester Prynne yet struggled to believe that no fellow-mortal
was guilty like herself.