THE AUTHOR MAKES THE READER ACQUAINTED WITH HIS ABODE
BETWEEN
two tall gate-posts of rough-hewn stone, (the gate itself
having fallen from its hinges, at some unknown epoch,) we beheld
the gray front of the old parsonage, terminating the vista of an
avenue of black-ash trees. It
was now a twelvemonth since the
funeral procession of the venerable clergyman, its last
inhabitant, had turned from that gate-way towards the village
burying-ground. The wheel-track, leading to the door, as well as
the whole breadth of the avenue, was almost overgrown with grass,
affording dainty mouthfuls to two or three vagrant cows, and an
old white horse, who had his own living to pick up along the
roadside. The glimmering shadows, that lay half-asleep between
the door of the house and the public highway, were a kind of
spiritual medium, seen through which, the edifice had not quite
the aspect of belonging to the material world. Certainly it had
little in common with those ordinary abodes, which stand so
imminent upon the road that every passer-by can thrust his head,
as it were, into the domestic circle. From these quiet windows,
the figures of passing travellers looked
too remote and dim to
disturb the sense of privacy. In its near retirement, and
accessible seclusion, it was the very spot for the residence of a
clergyman; a man not estranged from human life, yet enveloped, in
the midst of it, with a veil woven of intermingled gloom and
brightness. It was worthy to have been one of the time-honored
parsonages of England, in which, through many generations, a
succession of holy occupants pass from youth to age, and bequeath
each an inheritance of sanctity to pervade the house and hover
over it, as with an atmosphere.
Nor,
in truth, had the Old Manse ever been prophaned by a lay
occupant, until that memorable summer-afternoon when I entered it
as my home. A priest had built it; a priest had succeeded to it;
other priestly men, from time to time, had dwelt in it; and
children, born in its chambers, had grown up to assume the
priestly character. It was awful to reflect how many sermons
must have been written there. The latest inhabitant alone--he,
by whose translation to Paradise the dwelling was left
vacant--had penned nearly three thousand discourses, besides the
better, if not the greater number, that gushed living from his
lips. How often, no doubt, had he paced to-and-fro along the
avenue, attuning his meditations, to the sighs and gentle
murmurs, and deep and solemn peals of the wind, among the lofty
tops of the trees! In that variety of natural utterances, he
could find something accordant with every passage of his sermon,
were it of tenderness or reverential fear. The boughs over my
head seemed shadowy with solemn thoughts, as well as with
rustling leaves. I took shame to myself for having been so long
a writer of idle stories, and ventured to hope that wisdom would
descend upon me with the falling leaves of the avenue; and that I
should light upon an intellectual treasure in the Old Manse, well
worth those hoards of long-hidden gold, which
people seek for in
moss-grown houses. Profound treatises of morality;--a layman's
unprofessional, and therefore unprejudiced views of
religion;--histories, (such as Bancroft might have written, had
he taken up his abode here, as he once purposed,) bright with
picture, gleaming over a depth of philosophic thought;--these
were the works that might fitly have flowed from such a
retirement. In the humblest event, I resolved at least to
achieve a novel, that should evolve some deep lesson, and should
possess physical substance enough to stand alone.
In
furtherance of my design, and as if to leave me no pretext for
not fulfilling it, there was, in the rear of the house, the most
delightful little nook of a study that ever afforded its snug
seclusion to a scholar. It was here that Emerson wrote 'Nature';
for he was then an inhabitant of the Manse, and used to watch the
Assyrian dawn and the Paphian sunset and moonrise, from the
summit of our eastern hill. When I first saw the room, its walls
were blackened with the smoke of unnumbered years, and made still
blacker by the grim prints
of Puritan ministers that hung around.
These worthies looked strangely like bad angels, or, at least,
like men who had wrestled so continually and so sternly with the
devil, that somewhat of his sooty fierceness had been imparted to
their own visages. They had all vanished now. A cheerful coat
of paint, and golden-tinted paper-hangings, lighted up the small
apartment; while the shadow of a willow-tree, that swept against
the overhanging eaves, attempered the cheery western sunshine.
In place of the grim prints, there was the sweet and lovely head
of one of Raphael's Madonnas, and two pleasant little pictures of
the Lake of Como. The only other decorations were a purple vase
of flowers, always fresh, and a bronze one containing graceful
ferns. My books (few, and by no means choice; for they
were
chiefly such waifs as chance had thrown in my way) stood in order
about the room, seldom to be disturbed.
The
study had
three windows, set with little, old-fashioned panes
of glass, each with a crack across it. The two on the western
side looked, or rather peeped, between the willow-branches, down
into the orchard, with glimpses of the river through the trees.
The third, facing northward, commanded a broader view of the
river, at a spot where its hitherto obscure waters gleam forth
into the light of history. It was at this window that the
clergyman, who then dwelt in the Manse, stood watching the
outbreak of a long and deadly struggle between two nations; he
saw the irregular array of his parishioners on the farther side
of the river, and the glittering line of the British, on the
hither bank. He awaited, in an agony of suspense, the rattle of
the musketry. It came--and there needed but a gentle wind to
sweep the battle-smoke around this quiet house.
Perhaps
the reader--whom I cannot help considering as my guest in
the Old Manse, and entitled to all courtesy in the way of
sight-showing--perhaps he will choose to take a nearer view of
the memorable spot. We stand now on the river's brink. It may
well be called the Concord--the river of peace and quietness--for
it is certainly the most unexcitable and sluggish stream that
ever loitered, imperceptibly, towards its eternity, the sea.
Positively, I had lived three weeks beside it, before it grew
quite clear to my perception which way the current flowed. It
never has a vivacious aspect, except when a north-western breeze
is vexing its surface, on a sunshiny day. From the incurable
indolence of its nature, the stream is happily incapable of
becoming the slave of human ingenuity, as is the fate of so many
a wild, free mountain torrent. While all things else are
compelled to subserve some useful purpose, it idles its sluggish
life away, in lazy liberty, without turning a solitary spindle,
or affording even water-power enough to
grind the corn that grows
upon its banks. The torpor of its movement allows it nowhere a
bright pebbly shore, nor so much as a narrow strip of glistening
sand, in any part of its course. It slumbers between broad
prairies, kissing the long meadow-grass, and bathes the
overhanging boughs of elder-bushes and willows, or the roots of
elms and ash-trees, and clumps of maples. Flags and rushes grow
along its plashy shore; the yellow water-lily spreads its broad,
flat leaves on the margin; and the fragrant white pond-lily
abounds, generally selecting a position just so far from the
river's brink, that it cannot be grasped, save at the hazard of
plunging in.
It is a marvel whence this perfect flower derives its loveliness
and perfume, springing, as it does, from the black mud over which
the river sleeps, and where lurk the slimy eel, and speckled
frog, and the mud turtle, whom continual washing cannot cleanse.
It is the very same black mud out of which the yellow lily sucks
its obscene life and noisome odor. Thus we see, too, in the
world, that some persons assimilate only what is ugly and evil
from the same moral circumstances which supply good and beautiful
results--the fragrance of celestial flowers--to the daily life of
others.
The reader must not, from any testimony of mine, contract a
dislike towards our slumberous stream. In the light of a calm
and golden sunset, it becomes lovely beyond expression; the more
lovely for the quietude that so well accords with the hour, when
even the wind, after blustering all day long, usually hushes
itself to rest. Each tree and rock, and every blade of grass, is
distinctly imaged, and, however unsightly in reality, assumes
ideal beauty in the reflection. The minutest things of earth,
and the broad aspect of the firmament, are pictured equally
without effort, and with the same felicity of success. All the
sky glows downward at our feet; the rich clouds float through the
unruffled bosom of the stream, like
heavenly thoughts through a
peaceful heart. We will not, then, malign our river as gross and
impure, while it can glorify itself with so adequate a picture of
the heaven that broods above it; or, if we remember its tawny hue
and the muddiness of its bed, let it be a symbol that the
earthliest human soul has an infinite spiritual capacity, and may
contain the better world within its depths. But, indeed, the
same lesson might be drawn out of any mud-puddle in the streets
of a city--and, being taught us everywhere, it must be true.
Come; we have pursued a somewhat devious track, in our walk to
the battle-ground. Here we are, at the point where the river was
crossed by the old bridge, the possession of which was the
immediate object of the contest. On the hither side, grow two or
three elms, throwing a wide circumference of shade, but which
must have been planted at some period within the threescore years
and ten, that have passed since the battle-day. On the farther
shore, overhung by a clump of elder-bushes, we discern the stone
abutment of the bridge. Looking down into the river, I once
discovered some heavy fragments of the timbers, all green with
half-a-century's growth of water-moss; for, during that length of
time, the tramp of horses and human footsteps have ceased, along
this ancient highway. The stream has here about the breadth of
twenty strokes of a swimmer's arm; a space not too wide, when the
bullets were whistling across. Old people, who dwell hereabouts,
will point out the very spots, on the western bank, where our
countrymen fell down and died; and, on this side of the river, an
obelisk of granite has grown up from the soil that was fertilized
with British blood. The monument, not more than twenty feet in
height, is such as it befitted the inhabitants of a village to
erect, in illustration of a matter of local interest, rather than
what was suitable to commemorate an epoch of national history.
Still, by the fathers of the village this famous deed was done;
and their
descendants might rightfully claim the privilege of
building a memorial.
A humbler token of the fight, yet a more interesting one than the
granite obelisk, may be seen close under the stonewall, which
separates the battle-ground from the precincts of the parsonage.
It is the grave--marked by a small, moss-grown fragment of stone
at the head, and another at the foot--the grave of two British
soldiers, who were slain in the skirmish, and have ever since
slept peacefully where Zechariah Brown and Thomas Davis buried
them. Soon was their warfare ended;--a weary night-march from
Boston--a rattling volley of musketry across the river;--and then
these many years of rest! In the long procession of slain
invaders, who passed into eternity from the battle-fields of the
Revolution, these two nameless soldiers led the way.
Lowell, the poet, as we were once standing over this grave, told
me a tradition in reference to one of the inhabitants below. The
story has something deeply impressive, though its circumstances
cannot altogether be reconciled with probability. A youth, in
the service of the clergyman, happened to be chopping wood, that
April morning, at the back door of the Manse; and when the noise
of battle rang from side to side of the bridge, he hastened
across the intervening field, to see what might be going forward.
It is rather strange, by the way, that this lad should have been
so diligently at work, when the whole population of town and
county were startled out of their customary business, by the
advance of the British troops. Be that as it might, the
tradition says that the lad now left his task, and hurried to the
battle-field, with the axe still in his hand. The British had by
this time retreated--the Americans were in pursuit--and the late
scene of strife was thus deserted by both parties. Two soldiers
lay on the ground; one was a corpse; but, as the young
New-Englander drew nigh, the other Briton raised himself
painfully upon his
hands and knees, and gave a ghastly stare into
his face. The boy--it must have been a nervous impulse, without
purpose, without thought, and betokening a sensitive and
impressible nature, rather than a hardened one--the boy uplifted
his axe, and dealt the wounded soldier a fierce and fatal blow
upon the head.
I could wish that the grave might be opened; for I would fain
know whether either of the skeleton soldiers have the mark of an
axe in his skull. The story comes home to me like truth.
Oftentimes, as an intellectual and moral exercise, I have sought
to follow that poor youth through his subsequent career, and
observe how his soul was tortured by the blood-stain, contracted,
as it had been, before the long custom of war had robbed human
life of its sanctity, and while it still seemed murderous to slay
a brother man. This one circumstance has borne more fruit for
me, than all that history tells us of the fight.
Many strangers come, in the summer-time, to view the
battle-ground. For my own part, I have never found my
imagination much excited by this, or any other scene of historic
celebrity; nor would the placid margin of the river have lost any
of its charm for me, had men never fought and died there. There
is a wilder interest in the tract of land--perhaps a hundred
yards in breadth--which extends between the battle-field and the
northern face of our Old Manse, with its contiguous avenue and
orchard. Here, in some unknown age, before the white man came,
stood an Indian village, convenient to the river, whence its
inhabitants must have drawn so large a part of their subsistence.
The site is identified by the spear and arrow-heads, the chisels,
and other implements of war, labor, and the chase, which the
plough turns up from the soil. You see a splinter of stone, half
hidden beneath a sod; it looks like nothing worthy of note; but,
if you have faith enough to pick it up--behold
a relic! Thoreau,
who has a strange faculty of finding what the Indians have left
behind them, first set me on the search; and I afterwards
enriched myself with some very perfect specimens, so rudely
wrought that it seemed almost as if chance had fashioned them.
Their great charm consists in this rudeness, and in the
individuality of each article, so different from the productions
of civilized machinery, which shapes everything on one pattern.
There is an exquisite delight, too, in picking up, for one's
self, an arrow-head that was dropt centuries ago, and has never
been handled since, and which we thus receive directly from the
hand of the red hunter, who purposed to shoot it at his game, or
at an enemy. Such an incident builds up again the Indian
village, amid its encircling forest, and recalls to life the
painted chiefs and warriors, the squaws at their household toil,
and the children sporting among the wigwams; while the little
wind-rocked papoose swings from the branch of a tree. It can
hardly be told whether it is a joy or a pain, after such a
momentary vision, to gaze around in the broad daylight of
reality, and see stone-fences, white houses, potatoe-fields, and
men doggedly hoeing, in their shirt-sleeves and homespun
pantaloons. But this is nonsense. The Old Manse is better than
a thousand wigwams.
The Old Manse! We had almost forgotten it, but will return
thither through the orchard. This was set out by the last
clergyman, in the decline of his life, when the neighbors laughed
at the hoary-headed man for planting trees, from which he could
have no prospect of gathering fruit. Even had that been the
case, there was only so much the better motive for planting them,
in the pure and unselfish hope of benefitting his successors--an
end so seldom achieved by more ambitious efforts. But the old
minister, before reaching his patriarchal age of ninety, ate the
apples from this orchard during many years, and added silver and
gold to his annual
stipend, by disposing of the superfluity. It
is pleasant to think of him, walking among the trees in the quiet
afternoons of early autumn, and picking up here and there a
windfall; while he observes how heavily the branches are weighed
down, and computes the number of empty flour-barrels that will be
filled by their burthen. He loved each tree, doubtless, as if it
had been his own child. An orchard has a relation to mankind,
and readily connects itself with matters of the heart. The trees
possess a domestic character; they have lost the wild nature of
their forest-kindred, and have grown humanized by receiving the
care of man, as well as by contributing to his wants. There is
so much individuality of character, too, among apple-trees, that
it gives them an additional claim to be the objects of human
interest. One is harsh and crabbed in its manifestations;
another gives us fruit as mild as charity. One is churlish and
illiberal, evidently grudging the few apples that it bears;
another exhausts itself in free-hearted benevolence. The variety
of grotesque shapes, into which apple-trees contort themselves,
has its effect on those who get acquainted with them; they
stretch out their crooked branches, and take such hold of the
imagination that we remember them as humorists and odd fellows.
And what is more melancholy than the old apple-trees, that linger
about the spot where once stood a homestead, but where there is
now only a ruined chimney, rising out of a grassy and weed-grown
cellar? They offer their fruit to every wayfarer--apples that
are bitter-sweet with the moral of time's vicissitude.
I have met with no other such pleasant trouble in the world, as
that of finding myself, with only the two or three mouths which
it was my privilege to feed, the sole inheritor of the old
clergyman's wealth of fruits. Throughout the summer, there were
cherries and currants; and then came Autumn, with this immense
burthen of apples, dropping
them continually from his over-laden
shoulders, as he trudged along. In the stillest afternoon, if I
listened, the thump of a great apple was audible, falling
without a breath of wind, from the mere necessity of perfect
ripeness. And, besides, there were pear-trees, that flung down
bushels upon bushels of heavy pears, and peach-trees, which, in a
good year, tormented me with peaches, neither to be eaten nor
kept, nor, without labor and perplexity, to be given away. The
idea of an infinite generosity and exhaustless bounty, on the
part of our Mother Nature, was well worth obtaining through such
cares as these. That feeling can be enjoyed in perfection only
by the natives of the summer islands, where the breadfruit, the
cocoa, the palm, and the orange, grow spontaneously, and hold
forth the ever-ready meal; but, likewise, almost as well, by a
man long habituated to city-life, who plunges into such a
solitude as that of the Old Manse, where he plucks the fruit of
trees that he did not plant, and which therefore, to my heterodox
taste, bear the closest resemblance to those that grew in Eden.
It has been an apophthegm, these five thousand years, that toil
sweetens the bread it earns. For my part, (speaking from hard
experience, acquired while belaboring the rugged furrows of Brook
Farm,) I relish best the free gifts of Providence.
Not that it can be disputed, that the light toil, requisite to
cultivate a moderately sized garden, imparts such zest to
kitchen-vegetables as is never found in those of the
market-gardener. Childless men, if they would know something of
the bliss of paternity, should plant a seed--be it squash, bean,
Indian corn, or perhaps a mere flower, or worthless weed--should
plant it with their own hands, and nurse it from infancy to
maturity, altogether by their own care. If there be not too many
of them, each individual plant becomes an object of separate
interest. My garden, that skirted the avenue of the Manse, was
of precisely the right extent. An
hour or two of morning labor
was all that it required. But I used to visit and re-visit it, a
dozen times a day, and stand in gratified by deep contemplation
over my vegetable progeny, with a love that nobody could share
nor conceive of, who had never taken part in the process of
creation. It was one of the most bewitching sights in the world,
to observe a hill of beans thrusting aside the soil, or a row of
early peas, just peeping forth sufficiently to trace a line of
delicate green. Later in the season, the humming-birds were
attracted by the blossoms of a peculiar variety of bean; and they
were a joy to me, those little spiritual visitants, for deigning
to sip airy food out of my nectar-cups. Multitudes of bees used
to bury themselves in the yellow blossoms of the summer-squashes.
This, too, was a deep satisfaction; although, when they had laden
themselves with sweets, they flew away to some unknown hive,
which would give back nothing in requital of what my garden had
contributed. But I was glad thus to fling a benefaction upon the
passing breeze, with the certainty that somebody must profit by
it, and that there would be a little more honey in the world, to
allay the sourness and bitterness which mankind is always
complaining of. Yes, indeed; my life was the sweeter for that
honey.
Speaking of summer-squashes, I must say a word of their beautifu1
and varied forms. They presented an endless diversity of urns
and vases, shallow or deep, scalloped or plain, moulded in
patterns which a sculptor would do well to copy, since Art has
never invented anything more graceful. A hundred squashes in the
garden were worthy--in my eyes, at least--of being rendered
indestructible in marble. If ever Providence (but I know it
never will) should assign me a superfluity of gold, part of it
shall be expended for a service of plate, or most delicate
porcelain, to be wrought into the shapes of summer-squashes,
gathered from vines which I will plant with my own hands. As
dishes for containing vegetables, they would be peculiarly
appropriate.
But, not merely the squeamish love of the Beautiful was gratified
by my toil in the kitchen-garden. There was a hearty enjoyment,
likewise, in observing the growth of the crook-necked winter
squashes, from the first little bulb, with the withered blossom
adhering to it, until they lay strewn upon the soil, big, round
fellows, hiding their heads beneath the leaves, but turning up
their great yellow rotundities to the noontide sun. Gazing at
them, I felt that, by my agency, something worth living for had
been done. A new substance was borne into the world. They were
real and tangible existences, which the mind could seize hold of
and rejoice in. A cabbage, too,--especially the early Dutch
cabbage, which swells to a monstrous circumference, until its
ambitious heart often bursts asunder,--is a matter to be proud of,
when we can claim a share with the earth and sky in producing it.
But, after all, the hugest pleasure is reserved, until these
vegetable children of ours are smoking on the table, and we, like
Saturn, make a meal of them.
What with the river, the battle-field, the orchard, and the
garden, the reader begins to despair of finding his way back into
the Old Manse. But, in agreeable weather, it is the truest
hospitality to keep him out of doors. I never grew quite
acquainted with my habitation, till a long spell of sulky rain
had confined me beneath its roof. There could not be a more
sombre aspect of external Nature, than as then seen from the
windows of my study. The great willow-tree had caught, and
retained among its leaves, a whole cataract of water, to be
shaken down, at intervals, by the frequent gusts of wind. All
day long, and for a week together, the rain was
drip-drip-dripping and splash-splash-splashing from the eaves,
and bubbling and foaming into the tubs beneath the spouts. The
old, unpainted shingles of the house and out-buildings were black
with moisture; and the mosses, of ancient growth upon the walls,
looked green and fresh, as if they were the newest things and
after-thought of Time. The usually mirrored
surface of the river
was blurred by an infinity of rain-drops; the whole landscape had
a completely water-soaked appearance, conveying the impression
that the earth was wet through, like a sponge; while the summit
of a wooded hill, about a mile distant, was enveloped in a dense
mist, where the demon of the tempest seemed to have his
abiding-place, and to be plotting still direr inclemencies.
Nature has no kindness--no hospitality--during a rain. In the
fiercest heat of sunny days, she retains a secret mercy, and
welcomes the wayfarer to shady nooks of the woods, whither the
sun cannot penetrate; but she provides no shelter against her
storms. It makes us shiver to think of those deep, umbrageous
recesses--those overshadowing banks--where we found such
enjoyment during the sultry afternoons. Not a twig of foliage
there, but would dash a little shower into our faces. Looking
reproachfully towards the impenetrable sky--if sky there be,
above that dismal uniformity of cloud--we are apt to murmur
against the whole system of the universe, since it involves the
extinction of so many summer days, in so short a life, by the
hissing and spluttering rain. In such spells of weather--and, it
is to be supposed, such weather came--Eve's bower in Paradise
must have been but a cheerless and aguish kind of shelter, nowise
comparable to the old parsonage, which had resources of its own,
to beguile the week's imprisonment. The idea of sleeping on a
couch of wet roses!
Happy the man who, in a rainy day, can betake himself to a huge
garret, stored, like that of the Manse, with lumber that each
generation has left behind it, from a period before the
Revolution. Our garret was an arched hall, dimly illuminated
through small and dusty windows; it was but a twilight at the
best; and there were nooks, or rather caverns of deep obscurity,
the secrets of which I never learned, being too reverent of their
dust and cobwebs. The beams and rafters,
roughly hewn, and with
strips of bark still on them, and the rude masonry of the
chimneys, made the garret look wild and uncivilized; an aspect
unlike what was seen elsewhere, in the quiet and decorous old
house. But, on one side, there was a little white-washed
apartment, which bore the traditionary title of the Saints'
Chamber, because holy men, in their youth, had slept, and
studied, and prayed there. With its elevated retirement, its one
window, its small fireplace, and its closet, convenient for an
oratory, it was the very spot where a young man might inspire
himself with solemn enthusiasm, and cherish saintly dreams. The
occupants, at various epochs, had left brief records and
ejaculations, inscribed upon the walls. There, too, hung a
tattered and shrivelled roll of canvass, which, on inspection,
proved to be the forcibly wrought picture of a clergyman, in wig,
band, and gown, holding a Bible in his hand. As I turned his
face towards the light, he eyed me with an air of authority such
as men of his profession seldom assume, in our days. The
original had been pastor of the parish, more than a century ago,
a friend of Whitefield, and almost his equal in fervid eloquence.
I bowed before the effigy of the dignified divine, and felt as if
I had now met face to face with the ghost, by whom, as there was
reason to apprehend, the Manse was haunted.
Houses of any antiquity, in New England, are so invariably
possessed with spirits, that the matter seems hardly worth
alluding to. Our ghost used to heave deep sighs in a particular
corner of the parlor; and sometimes rustled paper, as if he were
turning over a sermon, in the long upper entry;--where,
nevertheless, he was invisible, in spite of the bright moonshine
that fell through the eastern window. Not improbably, he wished
me to edit and publish a selection from a chest full of
manuscript discourses, that stood in the garret. Once, while
Hillard and other friends sat talking with us in the
twilight,
there came a rustling noise, as of a minister's silk gown,
sweeping through the very midst of the company, so closely as
almost to brush against the chairs. Still, there was nothing
visible. A yet stranger business was that of a ghostly
servant-maid, who used to be heard in the kitchen, at deepest
midnight, grinding coffee, cooking, ironing--performing, in
short, all kinds of domestic labor--although no traces of
anything accomplished could be detected, the next morning. Some
neglected duty of her servitude--some ill-starched ministerial
band--disturbed the poor damsel in her grave, and kept her at
work without any wages.
But, to return from this digression. A part of my predecessor's
library was stored in the garret; no unfit receptacle, indeed,
for such dreary trash as comprised the greater number of volumes.
The old books would have been worth nothing at an auction. In
this venerable garret, however, they possessed an interest quite
apart from their literary value, as heirlooms, many of which had
been transmitted down through a series of consecrated hands, from
the days of the mighty Puritan divines. Autographs of famous
names were to be seen, in faded ink, on some of their fly-leaves;
and there were marginal observations, or interpolated pages
closely covered with manuscript, in illegible short-hand, perhaps
concealing matter of profound truth and wisdom. The world will
never be the better for it. A few of the books were Latin
folios, written by Catholic authors; others demolished Papistry
as with a sledgehammer, in plain English. A dissertation on the
book of Job--which only Job himself could have had patience to
read--filled at least a score of small, thickset quartos, at the
rate of two or three volumes to a chapter. Then there was a vast
folio Body of Divinity; too corpulent a body, it might be feared,
to comprehend the spiritual element of religion. Volumes of this
form dated back two hundred years, or more, and were generally
bound in black leather, exhibiting precisely
such an appearance
as we should attribute to books of enchantment. Others, equally
antique, were of a size proper to be carried in the large
waistcoat-pockets of old times; diminutive, but as black as their
bulkier brethren, and abundantly interfused with Greek and Latin
quotations. These little old volumes impressed me as if they had
been intended for very large ones, but had been unfortunately
blighted, at an early stage of their growth.
The rain pattered upon the roof, and the sky gloomed through the
dusty garret-windows; while I burrowed among these venerable
books, in search of any living thought, which should burn like a
coal of fire, or glow like an inextinguishable gem, beneath the
dead trumpery that had long hidden it. But I found no such
treasure; all was dead alike; and I could not but muse deeply and
wonderingly upon the humiliating fact, that the works of man's
intellect decay like those of his hands. Thought grows mouldy.
What was good and nourishing food for the spirits of one
generation, affords no sustenance for the next. Books of
religion, however, cannot be considered a fair test of the
enduring and vivacious properties of human thought; because such
books so seldom really touch upon their ostensible subject, and
have therefore so little business to be written at all. So long
as an unlettered soul can attain to saving grace, there would
seem to be no deadly error in holding theological libraries to be
accumulations of, for the most part, stupendous impertinence.
Many of the books had accrued in the latter years of the last
clergyman's lifetime. These threatened to be of even less
interest than the elder works, a century hence, to any curious
inquirer who should then rummage among them, as I was doing now.
Volumes of the Liberal Preacher and Christian Examiner,
occasional sermons, controversial pamphlets, tracts, and other
productions of a like fugitive nature, took the place of the
thick and heavy volumes of past time. In a
physical point of
view, there was much the same difference as between a feather and
a lump of lead; but, intellectually regarded, the specific
gravity of old and new was about upon a par. Both, also, were
alike frigid. The elder books, nevertheless, seemed to have been
earnestly written, and might be conceived to have possessed
warmth, at some former period; although, with the lapse of time,
the heated masses had cooled down even to the freezing point.
The frigidity of the modern productions, on the other hand, was
characteristic and inherent, and evidently had little to do with
the writer's qualities of mind and heart. In fine, of this whole
dusty heap of literature, I tossed aside all the sacred part, and
felt myself none the less a Christian for eschewing it. There
appeared no hope of either mounting to the better world on a
Gothic staircase of ancient folios, or of flying thither on the
wings of a modern tract.
Nothing, strange to say, retained any sap, except what had been
written for the passing day and year, without the remotest
pretension or idea of permanence. There were a few old
newspapers, and still older almanacs, which reproduced, to my
mental eye, the epochs when they had issued from the press, with
a distinctness that was altogether unaccountable. It was as if I
had found bits of magic looking-glass among the books, with the
images of a vanished century in them. I turned my eyes towards
the tattered picture, above-mentioned, and asked of the austere
divine, wherefore it was that he and his brethren, after the most
painful rummaging and groping into their minds, had been able to
produce nothing half so real, as these newspaper scribblers and
almanac-makers had thrown off, in the effervescence of a moment.
The portrait responded not; so I sought an answer for myself. It
is the Age itself that writes newspapers and almanacs, which
therefore have a distinct purpose and meaning, at the time, and a
kind of intelligible truth for all times; whereas,
most other
works--being written by men who, in the very act, set themselves
apart from their age--are likely to possess little significance
when new, and none at all, when old. Genius, indeed, melts many
ages into one, and thus effects something permanent, yet still
with a similarity of office to that of the more ephemeral writer.
A work of genius is but the newspaper of a century, or perchance
of a hundred centuries.
Lightly as I have spoken of these old books, there yet lingers
ith me a superstitious reverence for literature of all kinds. A
bound volume has a charm in my eyes, similar to what scraps of
manuscript possess, for the good Mussulman. He imagines, that
those wind-wafted records are perhaps hallowed by some sacred
verse; and I, that every new book, or antique one, may contain
the 'Open Sesame'--the spell to disclose treasures, hidden in
some unsuspected cave of Truth. Thus, it was not without
sadness, that I turned away from the library of the Old Manse.
Blessed was the sunshine when it came again, at the close of
another stormy day, beaming from the edge of the western horizon;
while the massive firmament of clouds threw down all the gloom it
could, but served only to kindle the golden light into a more
brilliant glow, by the strongly contrasted shadows. Heaven
smiled at the earth, so long unseen, from beneath its heavy
eyelid. Tomorrow for the hill-tops and the woodpaths!
Or it might be that Ellery Channing came up the avenue, to join
me in a fishing-excursion on the river. Strange and happy times
were those, when we cast aside all irksome forms and
straight-laced habitudes, and delivered ourselves up to the free
air, to live like the Indians or any less conventional race,
during one bright semi-circle of the sun. Rowing our boat
against the current, between wide meadows, we turned aside into
the Assabeth. A more lovely stream than this, for
a mile above
its junction with the Concord, has never flowed on
earth--nowhere, indeed, except to lave the interior regions of a
poet's imagination. It is sheltered from the breeze by woods and
a hill-side; so that elsewhere there might be a hurricane, and
here scarcely a ripple across the shaded water. The current
lingers along so gently, that the mere force of the boatman's
will seems sufficient to propel his craft against it. It comes
flowing softly through the midmost privacy and deepest heart of a
wood, which whispers it to be quiet, while the stream whispers
back again from its sedgy borders, as if river and wood were
hushing one another to sleep. Yes; the river sleeps along its
course, and dreams of the sky, and of the clustering foliage,
amid which fall showers of broken sunlight, imparting specks of
vivid cheerfulness, in contrast with the quiet depth of the
prevailing tint. Of all this scene, the slumbering river has a
dream-picture in its bosom. Which, after all, was the most
real--the picture, or the original?--the objects palpable to our
grosser senses, or their apotheosis in the stream beneath?
Surely, the disembodied images stand in closer relation to the
soul. But, both the original and the reflection had here an
ideal charm; and, had it been a thought more wild, I could have
fancied that this river had strayed forth out of the rich scenery
of my companion's inner world;--only the vegetation along its
banks should then have had an Oriental character.
Gentle and unobtrusive as the river is, yet the tranquil woods
seem hardly satisfied to allow it passage. The trees are rooted
on the very verge of the water, and dip their pendent branches
into it. At one spot, there is a lofty bank, on the slope of
which grow some hemlocks, declining across the stream, with
outstretched arms, as if resolute to take the pIunge. In other
places, the banks are almost on a level with the water; so that
the quiet congregation of trees set their feet in the flood, and
are fringed with foliage down to
the surface. Cardinal-flowers
kindle their spiral flames, and illuminate the dark nooks among
the shrubbery. The pond-lily grows abundantly along the margin;
that delicious flower which, as Thoreau tells me, opens its
virgin bosom to the first sunlight, and perfects its being
through the magic of that genial kiss. He has beheld beds of
them unfolding in due succession, as the sunrise stole gradually
from flower to flower; a sight not to be hoped for, unless when a
poet adjusts his inward eye to a proper focus with the outward
organ. Grape-vines, here and there, twine themselves around
shrub and tree, and hang their clusters over the water, within
reach of the boatman's hand. Oftentimes, they unite two trees of
alien race in an inextricable twine, marrying the hemlock and the
maple against their will, and enriching them with a purple
offspring, of which neither is the parent. One of these
ambitious parasites has climbed into the upper branches of a tall
white-pine, and is still ascending from bough to bough,
unsatisfied, till it shall crown the tree's airy summit with a
wreath of its broad foliage and a cluster of its grapes.
The winding course of the stream continually shut out the scene
behind us, and revealed as calm and lovely a one before. We
glided from depth to depth, and breathed new seclusion at every
turn. The shy kingfisher flew from the withered branch, close at
hand, to another at a distance, uttering a shrill cry of anger or
alarm. Ducks--that had been floating there, since the preceding
eve--were startled at our approach, and skimmed along the glassy
river, breaking its dark surface with a bright streak. The
pickerel leaped from among the lily-pads. The turtle, sunning
itself upon a rock, or at the root of a tree, slid suddenly into
the water with a pIunge. The painted Indian, who paddled his
canoe along the Assabeth, three hundred years ago, could hardly
have seen a wilder gentleness, displayed upon its banks and
reflected in its bosom, than we did. Nor could the same Indian
have prepared his noontide meal with more simplicity. We drew up
our skiff at some point where the overarching shade formed a
natural bower, and there kindled a fire with the pine-cones and
decayed branches that lay strewn plentifully around. Soon, the
smoke ascended among the trees, impregnated with a savory
incense, not heavy, dull, and surfeiting, like the steam of
cookery within doors, but sprightly and piquant. The smell of
our feast was akin to the woodland odors with which it mingled;
there was no sacrilege committed by our intrusion there; the
sacred solitude was hospitable, and granted us free leave to cook
and eat, in the recess that was at once our kitchen and
banquetting-hall. It is strange what humble offices may be
performed, in a beautiful scene, without destroying its poetry.
Our fire, red-gleaming among the trees, and we beside it, busied
with culinary rites and spreading out our meal on a moss-grown
log, all seemed in unison with the river gliding by, and the
foliage rustling over us. And, what was strangest, neither did
our mirth seem to disturb the propriety of the solemn woods;
although the hobgoblins of the old wilderness, and the
will-of-the-whisps that glimmered in the marshy places, might
have come trooping to share our table-talk, and have added their
shrill laughter to our merriment. It was the very spot in which
to utter the extremest nonsense, or the profoundest wisdom--or
that ethereal product of the mind which partakes of both, and may
become one or the other, in correspondence with the faith and
insight of the auditor.
So, amid sunshine and shadow, rustling leaves, and sighing
waters, up-gushed our talk, like the babble of a fountain. The
evanescent spray was Ellery's; and his, too, the lumps of golden
thought, that lay glimmering in the fountain's bed, and
brightened both our faces by the reflection. Could he have drawn
out that virgin gold, and stamped it with the
mint-mark that
alone gives currency, the world might have had the profit, and he
the fame. My mind was the richer, merely by the knowledge that
it was there. But the chief profit of those wild days, to him
and me, lay--not in any definite idea--not in any angular or
rounded truth, which we dug out of the shapeless mass of
problematical stuff--but in the freedom which we thereby won from
all custom and conventionalism, and fettering influences of man
on man. We were so free to-day, that it was impossible to be
slaves again tomorrow. When we crossed the threshold of a house,
or trod the thronged pavements of a city, still the leaves of the
trees, that overhung the Assabeth, were whispering to us--'Be
free! Be free!' Therefore, along that shady river-bank, there
are spots, marked with a heap of ashes and half-consumed brands,
only less sacred in my remembrance than the hearth of a
household-fire.
And yet how sweet--as we floated homeward adown the golden river,
at sunset--how sweet was it to return within the system of human
society, not as to a dungeon and a chain, but as to a stately
edifice, whence we could go forth at will into statelier
simplicity! How gently, too, did the sight of the Old
Manse--best seen from the river, overshadowed with its willow,
and all environed about with the foliage of its orchard and
avenue--how gently did its gray, homely aspect rebuke the
speculative extravagances of the day! It had grown sacred, in
connection with the artificial life against which we inveighed;
it had been a home, for many years, in spite of all; it was my
home, too;--and, with these thoughts, it seemed to me that all
the artifice and conventionalism of life was but an impalpable
thinness upon its surface, and that the depth below was none the
worse for it. Once, as we turned our boat to the bank, there was
a cloud in the shape of an immensely gigantic figure of a hound,
couched above the house, as if keeping guard over
it. Gazing at
this symbol, I prayed that the upper influences might long
protect the institutions that had grown out of the heart of
mankind.
If ever my readers should decide to give up civilized life,
cities, houses, and whatever moral or material enormities, in
addition to these, the perverted ingenuity of our race has
contrived,--let it be in the early autumn. Then, Nature will
love him better than at any other season, and will take him to
her bosom with a more motherly tenderness. I could scarcely
endure the roof of the old house above me, in those first
autumnal days. How early in the summer, too, the prophecy of
autumn comes!--earlier in some years than in others,--sometimes,
even in the first weeks of July. There is no other feeling like
what is caused by this faint, doubtful, yet real perception, if
it be not rather a foreboding, of the year's decay--so blessedly
sweet and sad, in the same breath.
Did I say that there was no feeling like it? Ah, but there is a
half-acknowledged melancholy, like to this, when we stand in the
perfected vigor of our life, and feel that Time has now given us
all his flowers, and that the next work of his never idle fingers
must be--to steal them, one by one, away!
I have forgotten whether the song of the cricket be not as early
a token of autumn's approach, as any other;--that song, which may
be called an audible stillness; for, though very loud and heard
afar, yet the mind does not take note of it as a sound; so
completely is its individual existence merged among the
accompanying characteristics of the season. Alas, for the
pleasant summer-time! In August, the grass is still verdant on
the hills and in the vallies; the foliage of the trees is as
dense as ever, and as green; the flowers gleam forth in richer
abundance along the margin of the river, and by the stone-walls,
and deep among the woods; the days, too, are as fervid now as
they were a month ago;--and yet, in
every breath of wind, and in
every beam of sunshine, we hear the whispered farewell, and
behold the parting smile, of a dear friend. There is a coolness
amid all the heat; a mildness in the blazing noon. Not a breeze
can stir, but it thrills us with the breath of autumn. A pensive
glory is seen in the far, golden gleams, among the shadows of the
trees. The flowers--even the brightest of them, and they are the
most gorgeous of the year--have this gentle sadness wedded to
their pomp, and typify the character of the delicious time, each
within itself. The brilliant cardinal-flower has never seemed
gay to me.
Still later in the season, Nature's tenderness waxes stronger.
It is impossible not to be fond of our Mother now; for she is so
fond of us! At other periods, she does not make this impression
on me, or only at rare intervals; but, in these genial days of
autumn, when she has perfected her harvests, and accomplished
every needful thing that was given her to do, then she overflows
with a blessed superfluity of love. She has leisure to caress
her children now. It is good to be alive, at such times. Thank
heaven for breath!--yes, for mere breath!--when it is made up of
a heavenly breeze like this! It comes with a real kiss upon our
cheeks; it would linger fondly around us, if it might; but, since
it must be gone, it embraces us with its whole kindly heart, and
passes onward, to embrace likewise the next thing that it meets.
A blessing is flung abroad, and scattered far and wide over the
earth, to be gathered up by all who choose. I recline upon the
still unwithered grass, and whisper to myself:--'Oh, perfect
day!--Oh, beautiful world!--Oh, beneficent God!' And it is the
promise of a blissful Eternity; for our Creator would never have
made such lovely days, and have given us the deep hearts to enjoy
them, above and beyond all thought, unless we were meant to be
immortal.
This sunshine is the golden pledge thereof. It beams
through the gates of Paradise, and shows us glimpses far inward.
By-and-by--in a little time--the outward world puts on a drear
austerity. On some October morning, there is a heavy hoar-frost
on the grass, and along the tops of the fences; and, at sunrise,
the leaves fall from the trees of our avenue without a breath of
wind, quietly descending by their own weight. All summer long,
they have murmured like the noise of waters; they have roared
loudly, while the branches were wrestling with the thunder-gust;
they have made music, both glad and solemn; they have attuned my
thoughts by their quiet sound, as I paced to-and-fro beneath the
arch of intermingling boughs. Now, they can only rustle under my
feet. Henceforth, the gray parsonage begins to assume a larger
importance, and draws to its fireside--for the abomination of the
air-tight stove is reserved till wintry weather--draws closer and
closer to its fireside the vagrant impulses, that had gone
wandering about, through the summer.
When summer was dead and buried, the Old Manse became as lonely
as a hermitage. Not that ever--in my time, at least--it had been
thronged with company; but, at no rare intervals, we welcomed
some friend out of the dusty glare and tumult of the world, and
rejoiced to share with him the transparent obscurity that was
flung over us. In one respect, our precincts were like the
Enchanted Ground, through which the pilgrim travelled on his way
to the Celestial City. The guests, each and all, felt a
slumberous influence upon them; they fell asleep in chairs, or
took a more deliberate siesta on the sofa, or were seen stretched
among the shadows of the orchard, looking up dreamily through the
boughs. They could not have paid a more acceptable compliment to
my abode, nor to my own qualities as a host. I held it as a
proof, that they left their cares behind them, as they passed
between the stone gate-posts, at the entrance of our avenue; and
that the so powerful opiate was the abundance of peace and quiet,
within and all around us. Others could give them pleasure and
amusement, or instruction--these could be picked up anywhere--but
it was for me to give them rest--rest, in a life of trouble.
What better could be done for those weary and world-worn
spirits;--for him, whose career of perpetual action was impeded
and harassed by the rarest of his powers, and the richest of his
acquirements;--for another, who had thrown his ardent heart, from
earliest youth, into the strife of politics, and now, perchance,
began to suspect that one lifetime is too brief for the
accomplishment of any lofty aim?--for her, on whose feminine
nature had been imposed the heavy gift of intellectual power,
such as a strong man might have staggered under, and with it the
necessity to act upon the world?--in a word, not to multiply
instances, what better could be done for anybody, who came within
our magic circle, than to throw the spell of a tranquil spirit
over him? And when it had wrought its full effect, then we
dismissed him, with but misty reminiscences, as if he had been
dreaming of us.
Were I to adopt a pet idea, as so many people do, and fondle it
in my embraces to the exclusion of all others, it would be, that
the great want which mankind labors under, at this present
period, is--sleep! The world should recline its vast head on the
first convenient pillow, and take an age-long nap. It has gone
distracted, through a morbid activity, and, while preternaturally
wide-awake, is nevertheless tormented by visions, that seem real
to it now, but would assume their true aspect and character, were
all things once set right by an interval of sound repose. This
is the only method of getting rid of old delusions, and avoiding
new ones--of regenerating our race, so that it might in due time
awake, as an infant out of dewy slumber--of restoring to us the
simple perception of what is right, and the single-hearted desire
to achieve it; both of which have long been lost, in consequence
of this weary activity of brain, and torpor or passion of the
heart, that now afflicts the universe. Stimulants, the only mode
of treatment hitherto attempted, cannot quell the disease; they
do but heighten the delirium.
Let not the above paragraph ever be quoted against the author;
for, though tinctured with its modicum of truth, it is the result
and expression of what he knew, while he was writing, to be but a
distorted survey of the state and prospects of mankind. There
were circumstances around me, which made it difficult to view the
world precisely as it exists; for, serene and sober as was the
Old Manse, it was necessary to go but a little way beyond its
threshold, before meeting with stranger moral shapes of men than
might have been encountered elsewhere, in a circuit of a thousand
miles.
These hobgoblins of flesh and blood were attracted thither by
the wide-spreading influence of a great original Thinker, who
had his earthly abode at the opposite extremity of our village.
His mind acted upon other minds, of a certain constitution, with
wonderfu1 magnetism, and drew many men upon long pilgrimages, to
speak with him face to face. Young visionaries--to whom just so
much of insight had been imparted, as to make life all a
labyrinth around them--came to seek the clue that should guide
them out of their self-involved bewilderment. Gray-headed
theorists--whose systems, at first air, had finally imprisoned
them in an iron frame-work--travelled painfully to his door, not
to ask deliverance, but to invite this free spirit into their own
thraldom. People that had lighted on a new thought, or a thought
that they fancied new, came to Emerson, as the finder of a
glittering gem hastens to a lapidary, to ascertain its quality
and
value. Uncertain, troubled, earnest wanderers, through the
midnight of the moral world, beheld his intellectual fire, as a
beacon burning on a hill-top, and, climbing the difficult ascent,
looked forth into the surrounding obscurity, more hopefully than
hitherto. The light revealed objects unseen before-mountains,
gleaming lakes, glimpses of a creation among the chaos--but also,
as was unavoidable, it attracted bats and owls, and the whole
host of night-birds, which flapped their dusky wings against the
gazer's eyes, and sometimes were mistaken for fowls of angelic
feather. Such delusions always hover nigh, whenever a
beacon-fire of truth is kindled.
For myself, there had been epochs of my life, when I, too, might
have asked of this prophet the master-word, that should solve me
the riddle of the universe; but now, being happy, I felt as if
there were no question to be put, and therefore admired Emerson
as a poet of deep beauty and austere tenderness, but sought
nothing from him as a philosopher. It was good, nevertheless, to
meet him in the wood-paths, or sometimes in our avenue, with that
pure, intellectual gleam diffused about his presence, like the
garment of a shining-one; and he so quiet, so simple, so without
pretension, encountering each man alive as if expecting to
receive more than he could impart. And, in truth, the heart of
many an ordinary man had, perchance, inscriptions which he could
not read. But it was impossible to dwell in his vicinity,
without inhaling, more or less, the mountain atmosphere of his
lofty thought, which, in the brains of some people, wrought a
singular giddiness--new truth being as heady as new wine. Never
was a poor little country village infested with such a variety of
queer, strangely dressed, oddly behaved mortals, most of whom
took upon themselves to be important agents of the world's
destiny, yet were simply bores
of a very intense water. Such, I
imagine, is the invariable character of persons who crowd so
closely about an original thinker, as to draw in his unuttered
breath, and thus become imbued with a false originality. This
triteness of novelty is enough to make any man, of common sense,
blaspheme at all ideas of less than a century's standing; and
pray that the world may be petrified and rendered immovable, in
precisely the worst moral and physical state that it ever yet
arrived at, rather than be benefitted by such schemes of such
philosophers.
And now, I begin to feel--and perhaps should have sooner
felt--that we have talked enough of the Old Manse. Mine honored
reader, it may be, will vilify the poor author as an egotist, for
babbling through so many pages about a moss-grown country
parsonage, and his life within its walls, and on the river, and
in the woods,--and the influences that wrought upon him, from all
these sources. My conscience, however, does not reproach me with
betraying anything too sacredly individual to be revealed by a
human spirit, to its brother or sister spirit. How narrow--how
shallow and scanty too--is the stream of thought that has been
flowing from my pen, compared with the broad tide of dim
emotions, ideas, and associations, which swell around me from
that portion of my existence! How little have I told!--and, of
that little, how almost nothing is even tinctured with any
quality that makes it exclusively my own! Has the reader gone
wandering, hand in hand with me, through the inner passages of my
being, and have we groped together into all its chambers, and
examined their treasures or their rubbish? Not so. We have been
standing on the green sward, but just within the cavern's mouth,
where the common sunshine is free to penetrate, and where every
footstep is therefore free to come. I have appealed to no
sentiment or sensibilities, save such as
are diffused among us
all. So far as I am a man of really individual attributes, I
veil my face; nor am I, nor have ever been, one of those
supremely hospitable people, who serve up their own hearts
delicately fried, with brain-sauce, as a tidbit for their beloved
public.
Glancing back over what I have written, it seems but the
scattered reminiscences of a single summer. In fairy-land, there
is no measurement of time; and, in a spot so sheltered from the
turmoil of life's ocean, three years hastened away with a
noiseless flight, as the breezy sunshine chases the cloud-shadows
across the depths of a still valley. Now came hints, growing
more and more distinct, that the owner of the old house was
pining for his native air. Carpenters next appeared, making a
tremendous racket among the outbuildings, strewing the green
grass with pine-shavings and chips of chestnut joists, and vexing
the whole antiquity of the place with their discordant
renovations. Soon, moreover, they divested our abode of the veil
of woodbine, which had crept over a large portion of its southern
face. All the aged mosses were cleaned unsparingly away; and
there were horrible whispers about brushing up the external walls
with a coat of paint--a purpose as little to my taste, as might
be that of rouging the venerable cheeks of one's grandmother.
But the hand that renovates is always more sacrilegious than that
which destroys. In fine, we gathered up our household goods,
drank a farewell cup of tea in our pleasant little
breakfast-room--delicately fragrant tea, an unpurchaseable
luxury, one of the many angel-gifts that had fallen like dew upon
us--and passed forth between the tall stone gate-posts, as
uncertain as the wandering Arabs where our tent might next be
pitched. Providence took me by the hand, and--an oddity of
dispensation which, I trust, there is no irreverence in smiling
at--has led me, as the newspapers announce while
I am writing,
from the Old Manse into a Custom-House! As a storyteller, I have
often contrived strange vicissitudes for my imaginary personages,
but none like this.
The treasure of intellectual gold, which I hoped to find in our
secluded dwelling, had never come to light. No profound treatise
of ethics--no philosophic history--no novel, even, that could
stand, unsupported, on its edges. All that I had to show, as a
man of letters, were these few tales and essays, which had
blossomed out like flowers in the calm summer of my heart and
mind. Save editing (an easy task) the journal of my friend of
many years, the African Cruiser, I had done nothing else. With
these idle weeds and withering blossoms, I have intermixed some
that were produced long ago--old, faded things, reminding me of
flowers pressed between the leaves of a book--and now offer the
bouquet, such as it is, to any whom it may please. These fitful
sketches, with so little of external life about them, yet
claiming no profundity of purpose,--so reserved, even while they
sometimes seem so frank,--often but half in earnest, and never,
even when most so, expressing satisfactorily the thoughts which
they profess to image--such trifles, I truly feel, afford no
solid basis for a literary reputation. Nevertheless, the
public--if my limited number of readers, whom I venture to regard
rather as a circle of friends, may be termed a public--will
receive them the more kindly, as the last offering, the last
collection of this nature, which it is my purpose ever to put
forth. Unless I could do better, I have done enough in this
kind. For myself, the book will always retain one charm, as
reminding me of the river, with its delightful solitudes, and of
the avenue, the garden, and the orchard, and especially the dear
Old Manse, with the little study on its western side, and the
sunshine glimmering through the willow-branches while I wrote.
Let the reader, if he will do me so much honor, imagine himself
my guest, and that, having seen whatever may be
worthy of notice,
within and about the Old Manse, he has finally been ushered into
my study. There, after seating him in an antique elbow-chair, an
heirloom of the house, I take forth a roll of manuscript, and
intreat his attention to the following tales:--an act of personal
inhospitality, however, which I never was guilty of, nor ever
will be, even to my worst enemy.